Thou Errant Hell​-​Hated Dewberry

by Brian Epp

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1.
It makes me nervous How one and one can make three In you case you wander Wonder what became of me Don't worry your pretty head About somethings better left unsaid I advise you nothing About what I came to be I sort of blundered I sort of floated out to sea But don't worry your pretty mind What's yours what is mine Despite the rumble There is no storm No storm from me If you like the thunder You are not listening But don't worry your pretty eyes I came from nothing despite
2.
Lost in the light My eyes are blind I can’t see Tossed into the fight My heart my mind Destiny Hey lost soul I understand Understand you now Pain fossiled Give you a hand Give you a hand somehow This world Our lives Go round and round In the best Lost and found Game in town And the joke is always On us Once we find peace Destroyed by our beliefs I am not a belief I am a person you see I just want some peace Of mind Of mind Of mind Of mind I am not a belief I am a person you see I just want some peace Of mind Of mind Of mind Of mind Of mind Of mind
3.
I am in my room I am all alone but that does not bother me right now but that does not bother me right now I am downstairs With my best friend My acoustic guitar I am downstairs With my best friend My acoustic guitar I live down in a basement I don’t even come out until the dark is out I am trying to hide When you are getting your ass kicked I don’t want any sun tan to prove Who’s hurting most I am downstairs With my best friend My acoustic guitar When you are hiding from Those that have fun and Live their happy lives I am here with all my friends Down here My piano, drums, bass guitar They are my best Best friends They never let me down Like you all do They are my best friends They never let me down They are my best friends They never let me down I am downstairs With my best friend My acoustic guitar I am downstairs With my best friend My acoustic guitar
4.
Once I can find out Curiosity and doubt Starts to set in me I have two messages for you One I love you And two you can carry on without me now Red rock mountain is pulling me in Blue skies vanquish my life with you The yellow sun is teetering my love When I see your face in the clouds above me We’re unkept bottles of fine wine Up down upside down inside of me You are there Up down upside down inside of you I am there Red rock mountain is pulling me in Blue skies vanquish my life with you The yellow sun is teetering my love When I see your face in the clouds above me Can you spin me now Can you spit me out
5.
Are we kind Or are we blind No way I can tell The story I can sell Are we sliding Are we dividing No way I can tell The story I can sell I am fire I am a liar There’s no way I can tell The story I can sell
6.
I am having a yard war with my neighbor He doesn’t understand I’m doing the best that I can I am trying to keep up with my neighbors A lawn like a golf course Not in my favor I started off doing the best that I can Now I just don’t give a damn I am having yard wars Stream of conscience Political yard signs Stream of conscience And what flag do you fly today And what god do you choose to pray The shit show The tax shelter Municipal war Who’s the sheriff Who controls them Not me Which team are you on I am having yard wars with my neighbors Ahh silly yard wars Not doing favors To my mind To my mind The shit show The tax shelter Municipal war I am having yard wars with my neighbors Ahh silly yard wars Not doing favors
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Hit or Miss 03:39
So you got away From those small and boring nights And now hope It comes running in So you test your faith Eating truth with your white lies And the jokes They come flooding in Oh how you go all out With your pennies in the night Hold on to your white lie And demand your satellite Demand your satellite All we need to see Is a little progress to breathe Fall and pray to the satellite again Without them what a night These transmissions in the night are Hit or miss Hit or miss Hit or miss Hit or miss These satellites in the night sky are Hit or miss Hit or miss Hit or miss Hit or miss So you got away From those small and boring nights And now hope It comes running in These transmissions in the night are Hit or miss Hit or miss Hit or miss Hit or miss These satellites in the night sky are Hit or miss Hit or miss Hit or miss Hit or miss
8.
Another blue night out there Another walk by myself Look up the satellite in the sky Is not love Is not love Happy New Year To You Happy New Year To You There never was a satellite for us There never was a satellite for us No matter how you cut it These satellites above us They are not love They are not love No matter if you want it A satellite has done it The distance between you and I Is growing Happy New Year To You Happy New Year To You There never was a satellite for us There never was a satellite for us There never was a satellite for us There never was a satellite for us
9.
The art of happiness Is not I Is not me Is not my The art of happiness is we We are a surface That is difficult to explain To understand Om What do you experience in absence I, me, and my Om From hostile to helpful A seed can flourish From hostile to helpful A seed can flourish Self created suffering resisting change Self created suffering resisting change
10.
Twenty one ways Come back to you This evergreen maze Back to you There is no drama here Just twenty one things I should do Just twenty one things I should say There is no drama here All that I want All that I had There is no drama here Just twenty one ways I have been a maze Just twenty one years I have been in hell There is no drama here We are all down here We are all found here Twenty one Twenty one Twenty one Twenty one Come back to you
11.
As we move on We’re aware Everything comes to an end anyways As you stand up With your back straight You will learn to bend Your mind’s bright Your heart is full Your soul is on the mend Here we don’t ask why Here we only try to hide The winners say the thing to do All in good time Rolling back time Sold a lie I give up my tries We’re holding on We build it so high The soothsayer says hallelujah Why the jesters Singing how we’ll fool ya Here we don’t ask why Here we only try to hide So here and now We learn to say goodbye to what we love Here and now We learn to say goodbye To what we love Here and now We learn to say goodbye To what we love Here and now We learn to say goodbye To what we love
12.
Show Me How 03:44
Can you hold me now Like you did back then Can you screw my eyes Screw them back in Can you show me why We should be together again Why ask why I do it every now and then I do it every Here we are Like we have always been Hear me out Like you never did before Show me how I can make you happy again Instead of running me out Running me out of town again Show me how Show me how it goes again Show me how we can be again Show me how we can be together again Show me how we were so right again Hold me now like you never did back then Can you show me how How to love again Can you show me how How to say yes again Can you show me how How to be wowed again Can you show me how How to say yes again
13.
Our world is definitely in chaos So there’s that Grab your masks Stock up on water Are we there yet Plan your tasks Pray to a martyr Are we there yet No more doses doh No more ho ho ho ho Do wanna make a bet No more doses doh No more ho ho ho ho Do wanna make a bet We are out of our seams No one cares We are out of our dreams No one cares So grab your car Some cigarettes And plan your escape Go far Out there Go out of your way today Move forward Don’t look back Don’t you stop wonder If this is real Or do good magic Or how it feels We are out of our seams No one cares We are out of our dreams No one cares Do you wanna make a bet with me That we are out of our seams We are out of our dreams Move forward Don’t look back Don’t you stop wonder If this is real Or do good magic Or how it feels Move forward Don’t look back Don’t you stop wonder If this is real Or do good magic Or how it feels Move forward Don’t look back Don’t you stop wonder If this is real Or do good magic Or how it feels Move forward Don’t look back Don’t you stop wonder If this is real Or do good magic Or how it feels
14.
Once there was A happy motorcycle In my life Once there was A beautiful girl In my life Once I was A very happy boy Untested Once I grew up I became invested In hope I don’t know why A beautiful motorcycle And a beautiful girl They always catch my eyes They always catch my eyes They always catch my eyes They always catch my eyes Once I Started to lose My edge Get back in my head Get back the girl Get back the motorcycle It’s a long wait It’s a long way from here I don’t know why A beautiful motorcycle And a beautiful girl They always catch my eyes They always catch my eyes They always catch my eyes They always catch my eyes

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a collection of songs about vacancy

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released January 26, 2024

all music and lyrics by Brian Epp. all vocal and instrument performances by Brian Epp. mixed, mastered, and produced by American musician singer-songwriter Brian Epp.

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Brian Epp Columbus, Ohio

⚡Critical Thinking Dark Pop ⚡

⚡Brian Epp is an American musician, singer-songwriter, producer, composer, and collected painter.

Epp's songs have been featured in films, tv shows, commercials, national broadcast tv, and on the radio.

Epp is also known as a founding member of Red Wanting Blue of which he wrote all of the music for the songs until he left in late 2006.
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